The dreadful look of a weary heart and a tired mind, complimented with glass-like tears rolling down those rosy cheeks of yours. And it aches me so bad to see you cry, for every teardrop is a waterfall to me. So don't go being mad at me baby.

#JustSaying cos I'm listening to Cold Play - Every Tear Drop Is A Waterfall (Boyce Avenue).

Met up with Rachel Bestie today and caught up about a lot of things. Her previous relationship, my previous relationship and stuff. Had Macs Salad for lunch and bought Bak Kut Teh back for Nigel to eat, and we chilled around a little before heading out for dinner, yes again, and drinking session. Have been drinking a lot nowadays, seeking escapism from reality. I know, it's not a valid solution to things, but that doesn't change the fact that it feels good to escape from the problem temporarily and seek solace from a hopeless place. Only time will show, or tell, or whatever. Lol.

Somehow things are going smoothly? I think. At least that's what I'm feeling, or hoping them to be. I really have not much time left, before NS starts. And I'm really worried about how things are going to be left at, where they are going to be left at when I finally have to enter NS. Then comes me going in alone. Expected that yes, but there's nothing to be done about it. Okay I'm getting scared of going inside again :<

Hope you guys are having a great time, especially you. Glad that you no longer need to call me to help you move on, and are able to control yourself and stop your emotional thoughts. I've always been the weaker one, giving in to the dark side. But go on girl, I'll be fine.

Love you guys.