Contrasting dark and bright sides of things. There's always risks that comes along with anything that happens, but it really depends on where one starts off from. With a bad start but a positive outlook and effort put in, things can be turn out well. The same goes for a good start yet with a negative outlook and the least amount of effort put in, things will still turn sour eventually.
As I've mentioned in the previous posts, every single person grows up with a different perspective because of the different things that they have been through. Yet an older person or a more matured person who have had contact with much more people and have seen much more things are bound to have a different level of thinking. When that occurs in a relationship, be it in areas of work relationships or emotional relationships or friendships, one should always learn to respect the one with more insight of life, no matter how detrimental it is to oneself's ego or pride, and stop insisting on their own beliefs being right. Know where you stand, that is one of the most important principles of life. People whom always think that they are right, and expect others to follow suit, think again. Life doesn't work like that. I myself have met people on higher intellectual levels than me in terms of maturity and standard, and I learnt to respect them, and even absorb stuff from them and convert it into my own.
Yes you know what's right what's wrong, but that does not mean just because you're not doing something that is not wrong, you're doing what is right.
Okay I'm done with this, seriously. A lot more things have been running through my mind and I'm really getting a great load of shitty emotions from this. Here's a very simple reason as to why romance relationships are started, because you love each other. So never let it end if you guys still do love each other, at least don't follow my footsteps. It just appears so stupid to me when I have been seeing all the possible solutions, all the possible scenarios and right decisions instead of the wrong ones, expected all the things that you'd have said, known exactly what would be happening and what we should have become actually, and still give in to you just to let you think that your decision was right.
Sometimes I myself am so sick of this hyper intuition that I don't want to know of things anymore, but it's just in me. I think, and by thinking I mean a lot, to the extent I'm staying up till 4/5am doing nothing but listening music and thinking, to the extent I have been reflecting on things, putting myself in the other party's shoes and reflecting and reflecting on both of us as one, and there's even more but I'm just going to stop here. I know everything that happened, every single detail of it, and every possible outcome that might have been.
Hopefully I can sleep later without thinking too much. Real tired after reaching home. My mind has been spinning around and around. Sorry for the lousy post, kinda listening to Adam Lambert - Better Than I know Myself now so yeap.
Love you guys.
