Hello. Yes I know I've been gone for a long time. Hahaha. Just kinda lazy you know. Somehow became more isolated from the world, partly because of NS, and also because of the reduction in the number of friends I have nowadays.

No matter how hard I try, I guess things just had to come down to this, some solitary life with nobody to turn to, and just swallow everything down. I've always loved having that one best friend that I could tell everything to, and that we'd treat each other in a way that we'd treat nobody else. Yet nowadays perhaps just nobody is willing to dedicate themselves to such delicate yet special friendship anymore. I miss catching a movie with friends, miss shopping with them, talking and everything. My phone stops its usual busy vibration, and everything just quietens down. Life sucks without Ahzri, but I need to be able to do this shit by myself I guess. Everybody gradually gets busy with their own things, and slowly lets go of keeping this friendship so ever tightly bonded.

NS wise, I'm doing well in SCS, and it's just a matter of maybe a short 2 weeks before I graduate from my foundation term and hit professional term, where I'll become a full-fledged 3rd Sergeant after a tiring and mundane 3 months. Making good progress with my mates, and it looks like I've managed to get a stand in their heart with much respect earned.

Relationship wise, I've not much comments. Sometimes you know, you're just unsure if the relationship is going well, or it's just the calm before the storm. Still giving in, and managing my inner self at the same time. Sounds so sophisticated woah. LOL.

Have updated my song playlist by the way. Listen to it if you're interested, some pretty well-liked songs of mine.

Love you guys.