Right. I'm back, and perhaps this time, you can pause the playlist on top and listen to this cute song.



It's Nick Jonas - Introducing Me. An introduction done by him, simple & sweet.

You know, sometimes introductions are not that easy to do at all. I'm so hesitant about getting to know new people again, because somehow there's a part of me that's tired of knowing new people, getting them into my world and losing them because of something so trivial or moreover, a misunderstanding.

Had a great day yesterday, met up with bunk mates to catch Batman which was oh SO AWESOME that really left me craving for more action, then went to find Ryan, Deborah, Ammar, Huimin & Kai Sheng at Marche and had some chicken breast thing. Bought my GCMMT at *Scape and Janny's Earl Grey Tea for her and met for like 3 minutes. LOL. Lame. Trained down to Powerhouse after that and met up with Nigel, Hao Xuan and Ahzri. You know, nothing feels like home, with those people close to you and just having fun in the club, knowing each other's favourite song, and exactly what moves you will execute for that song.

But this one thing made me really happy. I'm not sure why, if you were slightly high and more open or something, but Jaslyn & Junjie, thanks for coming back again. I've missed you guys. Really. Even if it was for that night yesterday, thank you. Obviously I hope that we'd get back together again right. LOL. If I had to start planning for my birthday celebration, the two of you are definitely people I want to have around me when the clock strikes twelve for my birthday this year. I'm sorry if I couldn't accompany you two to teochew porridge, but I swear if we start talking, I'd promise to get us back just like the old times, and things will be way better, since there's no you-know-who now and I can start being myself around you guys now.

Getting to the topic of time, I was going over this with Gary on the way to Macs after Club. That only when you enter NS, will you know who actually means the most to you and you mean more than others to them. That you know you're not a casual friend and who actually bothers to make time for you. Due to the time constraint of only having your weekends out, and on the other hand weekends matter as much to you as to others not serving NS as they're the 'golden' period of the week, therefore those who make the effort to spend time with you and you spend the well-deserved time with them, you know they're worthy of it. Of course things are going to change after BMT, but believe me, whoever that enters NS, will see how people around them actually are like for their period of PTP or BMT. From then on, one will be able to sieve out those whom they should take seriously as pillars of their life and good acquaintances,  and those whom you should talk to & take things with a pinch of salt.

Therefore I've decided to make a list of people who matter to me now, in no particular order. No it's not to complement your ego HAHAHA. And please don't assume the reason behind this order of typing HAHAHA. But of course Ryan still means the most to me I guess. HAHAHA. Simple things like calling me before he boards a cab(which he just did -.-) can make me smile and be on the verge of tearing because I don't know if I should be happy now that I have him, or be afraid that someday he might leave my life. But I know that for one thing, there's nobody on this list that I'd regret putting on the list.

-Ryan
-Deborah
-Ammar
-Nigel
-Hao Xuan
-Luqman
-Samson
-Zheng Guo
-Evonne
-Gary
-Jaslyn & Junjie
-Hansel
-Carol(Yes you still do. Though I don't eat Sogurt as often. Somehow sometimes, I'd still imagine you being there and acting stupid with me, and bitching about things.)

Okay I'm not sure if I've missed out anybody, but if I did, either I'm still trying to figure you out, or you've proven that I shouldn't be wasting my time on you.

That's all! Woke up to a Sunday of chilling as usual, playing HON now and preparing for book in. Nice sleek feel to my boots and I love it. And I love you guys. That's it.