Hello I'm finally back! :) I'm so tired after the week of training. The schedule have been so packed. Take friday for an example.

5.45 am - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises.
7 am      - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises as warmup, followed by 20 minutes fast-paced run.
9 am      - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises, followed by swimming lesson
1 pm      - Pull-up regime
2 pm      - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises, followed by circuit training of squatting, shuttle run,     triceps extension, triceps dips, push ups, jumping jacks and crunches.
4 pm      - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises, followed by IPPT Skills Training of pull-ups, tuck jumps, shuttle run, crunches and leg raises.
7pm       - Jumping jacks, push ups and thigh exercises, followed by remedial training of pull-ups, standing broad jump, shuttle run and sit-ups.

I'm sorry that I'm kinda like reporting what I did for friday, but I swear it was super tiring. Worst day of my life, not even I myself have worked myself that hard to slim down in the past during my secondary school days when I was overweight. OPPS. Did I just tell you that I was overweight in the past? HAHAHA. Oh well. So yeap practically in one day I did like 100 plus jumping jacks just for warm up alone, not counting the main training of that specific phase, 100 plus push ups and 100 plus thigh exercises. All my platoon mates were like reciting what the sergeant would say 'cos we were so sick of it. Imagine doing the same warm up for 6 sessions. One word at the end of the day when it was time for lights off. Shag. I couldn't even sleep well with me being so tired. Kept waking up every 2 hours.

So after booking out I had Macs breakfast with my section babies. Okay only some. HAHAHA. Sorry I a bit selective now in making friends ever since those incidents in the past happened. I've had enough of people leaving my life. Like seriously had enough of it. I rather keep to just my Ryan alone and have him as my entire world, than to have a lot of friends and ending up feeling like I owe my world to them. I know I've said this, but I'll repeat it. If I ever take you as a close friend and actually am able to cry for you, you're more than just a good or close friend to me. Yes I might not have been giving in to this friendship in physical forms or materialistic forms, but I always try to make up in terms of emotional forms. Just because I support you silently and keep quiet and actually make the effort to be there even though I'm not the first one you come to, that doesn't mean I've not given in to this friendship. Enough said.

After breakfast I went home and HON-ed with Nigel and Hansel! Missed playing the game with them so much. Was supposed to meet Nigel as well but he told me he had to go back to camp for some reason, not sure if it was a bluff but I just took it like that. I guess I still can afford a little faith in my friends, those who proved themselves worthy of the faith.

Ended up meeting Ryan only in the afternoon and walked around. Got my cologne and they told me the stock was not gonna come in anymore. Was kinda sad but oh well. Had Nihon Mura(not sure if that's the way you spell it), and laughed my ass off with Ryan. Yeap just the two of us. I'm happy. Really. Haven't laughed like that for ages. Chilled with Ryan and played pool, and then met Deborah for their Spiderman movie! I actually cried in Spiderman. I can't believe it. The scene when Parker and the other girl just started off and they were both shy yet liked each other. That feeling, so touching but ever so distant to me. The mutuality involved. And I cried again when he had to abandon the girl cos of the promise he made to the girl's dying father. How he kept to his promise, just like the silly me, when promises in society nowadays are just so casual.

Cabbed down alone to meet Gary for club, then ended up getting surprised by Ryan and Deborah. Happy boy seriously. Today was really a great day for me, though I was wearing expired contacts and I was super tired with back pain and stuff. Though they went off at 2.30am, I'm still glad they came. Appreciate it. Met Azhri and Edmund and a lot more people inside.

Clubbed till closing with Gary and then cabbed home alone. Now I'm home!

Have been experiencing a major voice change today. Like totally hoarse voice. Sigh. How come my voice like that. Maybe it's the cigarettes, 'cos I don't get to smoke in camp, so when I finally come out and end up smoking 1 pack for the weekends, my voice just changes. Not used to it I guess. Slowly :)

Hope you guys had a hell of a weekend :) Love you guys.