I know I announced an update on twitter but I'm lazy for the picture so just bear with this wordy post! Hahaha.

Life doesn't let you learn everything at a shot, it slowly gives it to you, allowing you to adapt and change, be it for the better or worse. I've learnt things at different phases of my life. I've been disappointed, abandoned, given up on, pushed off, wanted, desired, happy and sad at different points of life. I obtained unrivalled patience, understanding, giving in, mind games, being easygoing, open as well as closed in terms of my heart's stability. Well, it came upon me during this relationship that calculating who did more or who did less does not matter anymore. I admit that I kept complaining about things, compared about almost everything, and that though I knew how obvious it was that which party is the one who is putting more effort to everybody, I still kept on going on and on about it. Yet now, I got this revelation that it's not about who sacrifices more and gives in more, for it's pointless to keep going around and about the same points, with the things increasing in corresponding ratio as to the time that has passed. I am not going to recall anything from the start anymore, for it just brings more pain upon me. I will just do what I can, and anything I cannot tolerate, I will not.

Not indicating or hinting anything here, but just want to see if this helps my lovely readers, for those who are in the same situation. For those in love hopelessly, helplessly or blissfully, remember my words. Love is never 'giving without expecting anything in return', nor 'taking time to work things out'. Yes of course there are times when most of the things you do clique with your partner, but it really depends. Unrequited giving in will only result in gradual depletion of your weariness, which is going to lead to a malfunction in the relationship somewhere or another. However, I know everybody chooses their own path so oh well, I did so too.

As for my current affairs, I have returned to working in Bakerzin at Northpoint Branch again, so those who live near, do drop by okay. HAHAHA. I am also waiting for enlistment in NS, so things are getting a little tense. Guess I need to stop gaming so much and start taking gym seriously.

I know my loyal readers are still following so no worries, I'm still doing fine. I have always been fine, at the very least. It is always a 'I can do better with help, but fine even without'.

Love you guys.