Happy 6th monthsary baby. As my previous monthsary posts, it's been a long way.
Yet this, this special month, means more than what others do to me.
It marks the duration of a relationship, a significant half a year.
It also hits the record of my longest relationship.
It's also a heave of sigh, yet a heave of relief.
It represents a big step in our love, and a great leap in my life.
A toast, to our love. An unyielding one, ground-breaking and heartwarming love.
Something so beautiful, only know to us.
We've been through the tough times, the worst times, and the normal times. And I believe we now understand what both of us want from each other. For that, let's just hope we'll be able to work things out with ourselves to provide the other party with what's desired.
Perhaps get on the 5 I-s for a change. Not what my realistic side wants, but it's what my perfectionist side wants. Self-contradicting but still. (It's thought up by myself)
Independent. Inner mannerism. Inner discipline. Intolerable yet overwhelming love. Indestructible faith.
And I hope we'd slowly, start to seek a balance between all of them, the basic core foundations of love.
I really want us to keep it together, and just do everything together. I'm sure you want to too.
I love you, and everything you've done for me.
P.S On a side note to somebody else. You're born an original. Don't die a copy.
P.P.S To everybody out there, the slapping incidents are just slaps. There are always both sides of the coin. In this case, a mother's nobility deserves the love and comprehension of her doings by her child, that's something undeniable. Yet on the other hand, there are no perfect parents.
First time parents screw up, and that's that. As people usually say, you reap what you sow. Or more appropriately put, if you want to deserve something, earn it. If you want your child to feel loved, there's no such thing as doing things you deem as loving him/her and calling that loving him/her. Do things that he/she will feel loved, in his/her eyes, as much as it doesn't seem reasonable to you.
The corrupt world full of dangerous and scheming people might be a plate of steel shield for you to use as a form of protection against loving your child their way, but afterall, if you chose to bring him/her into this world, your child deserves a chance to choose how they live. What else would they be, if all they did their lives were just being dogs under you?(Sorry I had to put it slightly explicit.)
Therefore, it's up to everybody themselves to decide how to live their lives, what they want to do and if they want to live under their parents' limelight or turn the tables around, get hold of their fate and live their own lives. Afterall, that's how freewill marriage came about in the first place I guess, people fighting for the very basic element, their own choice to love.
For those who're judging, keep your comments to just you and your gossipgirls and boys. While critics may seem a positive factor for spurring the improvement in the people involved in the slapping incidents, over-criticism is sure to cause overrated attention towards this matter. And in this case, it's pissing me off. Get it over and done with, settled.
The DJ got us fallin' in love again.
