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Sunday, May 8, 2011





A picture speak a thousand words.



I've grown to be so used to having you by my side. I know we both feel the same.




Your hugs, kisses and voice. Even your smell. It's like a daily necessity.



The way we're going now, it really got me wondering how both of us are going to survive without each other when I'm due for NS. Significant lesser meetups and everything. I'm going to feel so alone in camp. Just thinking about it gives me the shivers.



All along I've been hearing stories here and there, girls cheating on their guys and running away when they're in NS, going club and allowing themselves to be in others' arms when their guy's serving NS mandatorily. I'm just so paranoid when my thoughts come to this.



As I've promised you, I'll learn to trust. It's not your fault, it's because I've lost the ability to. I've been proven wrong too many times. I've been disappointed till I've learnt not to expect anything from the start. But being with you all this while, made me slowly want to trust, made me slowly want to give you everything.



Happy official one week. From us playing mind games and testing each other, to daringly talking about getting together, it's actually been more than a week. Now we've been through all of that, and I'm grateful for having you. I cherish everything that we have together now.



The way we joke with each other, how we never really get angry at each other's jiaowei and guai-lan-ness. Our interaction method's just intriguing, but we seem to fit so perfectly well. I really hope we'll last, because I'd give it my best shot.



Signing off now. Bby V just texted me :)



The DJ got us fallin' in love again.