There are times, when you don't know who's real, and who's not anymore. And then, you're so goddamn fucking tired of differentiating between them because it just keeps happening. I want to cry out loud while hugging somebody. I want to just not be strong anymore, stop standing up for people when I myself am just so weak inside. I want to have somebody to rely on. But it's just such a huge risk to take, I'm not going to do that shit. Trust me on this. Trust. Takes. Courage. And for me, it takes FUCKING a lot of courage. Especially when I've been there, done it all. The DJ got us fallin' in love again.