Hello. Yes I know I've been gone for a long time. Hahaha. Just kinda lazy you know. Somehow became more isolated from the world, partly because of NS, and also because of the reduction in the number of friends I have nowadays.

No matter how hard I try, I guess things just had to come down to this, some solitary life with nobody to turn to, and just swallow everything down. I've always loved having that one best friend that I could tell everything to, and that we'd treat each other in a way that we'd treat nobody else. Yet nowadays perhaps just nobody is willing to dedicate themselves to such delicate yet special friendship anymore. I miss catching a movie with friends, miss shopping with them, talking and everything. My phone stops its usual busy vibration, and everything just quietens down. Life sucks without Ahzri, but I need to be able to do this shit by myself I guess. Everybody gradually gets busy with their own things, and slowly lets go of keeping this friendship so ever tightly bonded.

NS wise, I'm doing well in SCS, and it's just a matter of maybe a short 2 weeks before I graduate from my foundation term and hit professional term, where I'll become a full-fledged 3rd Sergeant after a tiring and mundane 3 months. Making good progress with my mates, and it looks like I've managed to get a stand in their heart with much respect earned.

Relationship wise, I've not much comments. Sometimes you know, you're just unsure if the relationship is going well, or it's just the calm before the storm. Still giving in, and managing my inner self at the same time. Sounds so sophisticated woah. LOL.

Have updated my song playlist by the way. Listen to it if you're interested, some pretty well-liked songs of mine.

Love you guys.

Kinda glad that some have been checking my blog up here and then. Appreciate it! Hahaha.

Didn't really accomplish anything during the block leave, just chilled at home with HON and did nothing all day long. Somehow it's just a break apart from the busy army life, and I suppose it's going to continue for me, now that I'm posted to SCS. Being a sergeant is going to be much more hectic than being a recruit, big time.

On a side note, I'm just contented having my girl with me, be it whatever that's happening. Though there's rough times, we never fail to look back at the good times we had with each other. Perhaps that's the thing that have been keeping us strong. Loads of thanks, and love as well.

Will be coming back with updates, but more or less my twitter is definitely more active, so just look me up there instead! Hahaha.

Hello. Just back for a real short update.

Everything's been fine for me, those concerned don't have to be worried. I guess I'm well enough to take care of myself already. NS wise, it's like a week more to POP for me, and I'm finally out of Tekong, and hello Singapore! :) The thought of being near to people, even though I don't get to see them, still makes me happy. Even though my section's gonna dissipate, but I know we'll still be close because it's our most basic memory of NS and whatever shit that we went through.

Relationship wise, It's going smooth. Cherishing every moment we have with each other and making sure small things don't disrupt our plans, I'm sure things will be just fine. Wanted to head to Wild Wild Wet on sat but ended up it was closed for renovations so we chilled and then met Luq and Co for LAN session. Contented still, because no matter what I am doing with you, I'll still feel happy because it's just so precious. Thank you, for putting in the same effort. Really appreciate it. I love you.

That's it. I'll have more shit for you guys when I POP. Tatas.